Divinity is Connection. A look, a word, a conversion, a touch...
The closest thing to god in this life is the connections we make. The bonds that are forged between human beings. To find understanding, friendship, love, and yes enmity. These are the things that shape us for better or worse. Even the connections lost, broken, or never made. These are the things that make life. Here I sit in the profound silence of solitude and speak of connection. It is moments like this we learn to appreciate the connections.
Have you ever just wanted to scream.
I feel like it's all a bad dream.
I need a vaction...
An extened evacuation
From my world...
this corner where I'm curled
Into a ball inside my head
Sometimes I wish
Never mind.
Have you ever wanted get in your car and go.
Not worried how the wind blows
Keep moving never look back
To where your world turned black
I want to forget, to run
Just go and follow the sun.
Freedom is what I want, no... need
Instead I just cry and I bleed.
The dance continues
It never ends
Round and round
We go my friend?
Has it changed, for me, for you?
Where do we go now?
What do we do?
Goodbye my friend,
This is the end.
For you and me, and
what could have been.
What are you doing here?
The walls are crumbling
With this new No old fear.
The light and the night
Converge on this place
Deep in the shadows hides a face.
It haunts here nightly
Passions slave
With its touch
You can never be saved.
The road ahead seems overcast , pale and dark
In contrast to the past it seems so stark.
Its too soon to reach the twilight of my days
Its in sight. There must be another way.
Ahead the road converges where a new path doth lay
I reach it, linger for a bit and I just cannot go, not today
I continue with a measured gait toward the barren and desolate landscape.
I stop it cannot wait I turn and run to reach the new route of my escape.
Mindless rantings of a wearied soul
through it's struggles to become whole.
What is this thing that we call life?
Existence balanced on a double edged knife.
Joy and pain, Love and strife
it makes no sense but, such is life
Looking for meaning through this haze of confusion.
The answer is... there is none it's all an illusion.
Beware to the reader this is my life
My hopes and my dreams even my strife
This is my pain and this is my sorrow
These are my hopes for tomorrow
Love, friendship, joy, and hate
Dark desires that I cannot sate
These are the things that I have learned
From family and friends, love thats been spurned
This is the life I see as I live it
If you dont like it I dont give a
Well you can finish it
Mortality
A reminder of your own mortality whispers not of death but of life. It starts as that whisper of unattained goals and slowly evolves to scream of reckless abandon. The shedding of ones fears is liberating, yet responsibility is a cage, regardless of what we want the real world creeps in and tells us NO. The Responsibility of life encourages us to clip our wings and be safe. Dont allow it, Fly.
For anyone it is a life altering event. When you are reminded of the ifs and when , the cannot and will not. These are the things we should fight. Hold onto the youthful idealism of life . To look and see the beauty in all things is a
Rvelations
I am Adaline and these are my thoughts and feelings, revelations of life . This is my wisdom. I am not a great philosopher but a simple woman in a transition from youth to the frightening realities of life. Ive found these words and thoughts to be inspiring or maybe simply comforting. It is this writing that has kept me sane through the complications of growing up. When I say growing I dont mean the angst of adolescence but the period when the real world walks up and slaps you in the face. Ive found my sanity in these pages of expression. Each section of these writings
Divinity is Connection. A look, a word, a conversion, a touch...
The closest thing to god in this life is the connections we make. The bonds that are forged between human beings. To find understanding, friendship, love, and yes enmity. These are the things that shape us for better or worse. Even the connections lost, broken, or never made. These are the things that make life. Here I sit in the profound silence of solitude and speak of connection. It is moments like this we learn to appreciate the connections.
Life is the hardest trip I've never made
Drudgery and monotony day after day
Somedays I wish I could turn and runway
Where would I go and Where would I stay?
What about him and what about we?
My Life - my responsibility?
The house, the bills, the job, and my car
With all of these things I couldn't get far
Still, I yearn for the freedom to fly and be Free
I want to run screaming life won't pass by me
I want to feel, to see, to do, and to change
First I'd have to shed all of these chains
So, what do I do with this pretty gilded Cage?
Do I stay, do I run, do I scream, do I rage?
Do I rail at the bars screaming "Please Let Me Free!"
Do you understand how you confuse me?
Do grasp it? Do you truly see?
Everyone's telling me how I'm supposed to be.
Is anyone willing to let me choose, and choose for me.
No more outside opinions. No more sharing.
I'm facing life head on no more caring
For others opinions and thoughts on a matter.
I can't do this again I might just shatter
Mortality
A reminder of your own mortality whispers not of death but of life.
It starts as a whisper of unattained goals and of strife.
It evolves to scream of reckless abandon.
Yearning for a world, where we can still live on
The shedding of ones fears is liberating, yet responsibility is a cage,
Regardless of what we want the real world creeps in with rage.
The Responsibility of life encourages us to clip our wings
Don't allow it, Fly on to better things
For anyone it is a life altering event.
When you are reminded of the if and when ,
The cannot and the will not.
These are the things we should fight.
Hold onto the youthful ide
Confusion and consternation
Diatribes of condemnation
Attack and defend.
When does the cycle end?
Cause and effect, choice and consequence
Faux Pas and aberration
Tribulations of miscommunication.
This is to all of those through out the years
To all with whom I've shared my hopes and my fears
To the strangers who taught my spirit to fly
To those who have held me while I cry
To those I know will be there 'til the end
To the people I can truly call friend
So here's to sharing many more years
Lift your glasses all and say cheers
I m looking for answers I cannot find
Why is it, that life is so very unkind
Freedom is what I want and what I need
Instead I just sit here I cry and I bleed.
An endless horizon scattered with the colors of early spring and new beginnings. To be alive again, to see the world new, exhilarating, and alive. There are too many words and none. Life is too short. In this moment there are no regrets and no pain, the scars have faded. I am becoming who I was meant to be.
Hey! I've been away from DA for quite some time, and I only just noticed that you added me to your watchlist, so thanks for that! It's been a while since I last wrote something, but who knows, maybe I'll get back into it one of these days. I'll check out your gallery in a bit.
I've read your deviations and enjoyed them. Therefore, I take it as a compliment that you have selected some of my work to be among your dA favorites. Thank you for visiting.